ENVY ME

You have threatened to kill me, but i am not going to be the victim at the end.

You have tried to demoralize me but seems like NO ONE did not win.

Standing alone at the finish line as a self-made solder now, looking back at my life, and regretting their words as a sin.

The life, the soul, the mental thought is n ever controlled because it is all with in

The last two weeks of life have more stories then the typical person who live in a handful of wrongful sins.

I applause the people who talk about their lives that has no meaning less points of even saying it, because it gives a moment to really think or does it give us the moment to change from our unknowingly sins?

The right decision might not seem true to you today, but it will prosper to you the next day.

All the adversities you get today will change on the next day.

Who really has your back will come to your eyes today, but it is the decision you have to make.

Do you want to whine about your problems? Or do you want to get over them? Or do better get over it and become stronger?

Life is filled with many disappointments.

So why make a sudden exception for me to rise above all else judgments?

The shackles and chains of contemptment do not bind me.

I am just bounded by the little tolerance of ignorance

You say you want me to do great, so why hold me back with your past years in debate?

Why hold back someone in your pity? Just hate!

Your holding back someone on your behalf of your past years of deadweight…

           “why do people relive the past? The past is the past, today’s the present, and tomorrow it the future that is soon to be ready.”

Everybody has dreams, but some people like me have dreams that are on layaway.

Others and I are making out payments now until we make that life chapter say.

Some people claim that these dreams will never come true, as I bow my head to pray.

I really do not see the right to blacken and criticize the dreams as they say.

They can continue as they may, but we are not going back to what they say.

I really don’t know what kind of person you have to be to live as a dream- crusher or go against someone dream that was prayed.

The dreams in the world all have someone opinions of acrimonious say.

Saying thoughtless words … that can have a bout take off like birds.

Being an insolent person … can have a heart beating in need of a surgeon.

 You say you are so ready to fight. Nevertheless, being belligerent can have someone you do not want to go out of your sight.

Its amazing how one thought can lead to a word then lead to an action, which carries on for a night, and then later it becomes an endless fight.

You say you want it to end but the hateful sights and grunts carry on throughout endless hours of the night.

You say you were going to be there no matter what, but you were lying and I could see that without light.

You say this your girlfriend or boyfriend, but why is it that you treat them like they is abandon as the runaway kids that walks the nights.

Things can work if you go with your heart and might.

“Fear nothing but fear its self”. A quote Martin Luther King Jr. said one day before his assassination.

Fear- it is a self-imposed state of the mind that comes from the level of confidence, self-esteem, or what we believe in.

How can we fear, “fear its self”? As we defined fear it is just our level of confidence, so when we jump as a rat or spider comes by, we fear our own confidence. Alternatively, self esteem, but just mainly, we fear our own self

But today what do we fear more a serial killer on the 5 o’clock news or what we see in our own eyes

Pushed away from that someone you was feeling

Seems like what happen between you and them was unrealistic at first!

Soon you realize new things about yourself.

How could I put myself down like that over one person, even if that person was on your mind?

Determined to think long hours without little sleep

Awaken by the new search

Wake up! It is on to the next one, and no holding back!

You have to be true to yourself first to find that true meaning in your life

Day by day, I see a new life. A life that will never will comeback to life

Anything can happen today, you might lose your life.

You might have that special person walk in your life.

There might be new hope in life

Heck! It might be the day your move out your mom house, and start your own life.

 Stop being so focus on the future and live life to the fullest every single day, because tomorrow is not always guaranteed an was not meant to be wasted on being insecure of what holds in life.

Everybody has something against somebody in the world

Nobody can squash a little animosity

Very few amounts of people take it a little too far when people hate on them.

You know what I am talking about when you hear breaking news about someone just got shot because of someone else’s jealousy.

 Moral and common sense; is likely well never be considered when words are exchange among haters and hated.

Enjoy what you have, because some people are not as fortunate, and life was not meant for jealousy of others.

For everyone, just live your life you was meant to live, and not try to glamorize the life that your want.

Oppression might come in life, but “Sorrow is better than laughter, because a sad face is good for the heart.”

Really all the COOGI, POLO, NIKE, AERO, and AMERICAN EAGLE is not better than “wisdom”

Everyone needs amelioration, but it should not be express by everyone, because some people are self absorb to the point they act snobbish.

Reconcile your differences life civilize people, because we are getting like animals in the jungle when we try to fix differences.

Eventually the hated will be the minority, and the haters will be the majority. So what do this all mean? Overall, do not talk about someone that you barely know, because you do not know what that person has been through in life.